| II haden't notcied my myspace url is www.myspace.com/soad_luver yea so just add me, and ill comment you when i can find you through my pages lol and yea... well evrything has been going pretty bad. my dad actually had a heartattack on friday the 13th and then ym sister ran away..........so life's been pretty hard... i had a bf then we broke up...then i went out with this other kid... but it didnt last long.. and now i'm currently in a relationship with someone i've known for 3 years now.. and it's simply been wonderful he's been nothing but sweet to me, the boy's amazing  . I look a lot differnt now, and stuff. School's being going pretty well also.... I've been pretty depressed... my best guy friend John moved....and that's actually made me depressed..... and then my other friend moved.... so it's been like fuck! IU've had some problems... with... my past coming back.... but I'm hoping that I wotn kill myself over it... the scars aren't a suicidal attempt they just take my pain away.... well.... that's all I can really say right now... Jesika |
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| wow dudes it's been so long since i've been on xanga!! hahah hmm maybe b.c i have myspace but idk
www.mysapce.com/spad_luver add me yo's
or for all u goths/vampires
www.vampirefreaks.com/Punk_brewster!
hahah hellz yea talk to me ppl i'm nice but bad at the same time b.c i
like to bite true true mhmm...
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|  THIS BRIAN MY BOYFRIEND FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW.....MUTHER FUCKIN GOSH ISN'T HE CUTE AND HOTT...? OK THIS IS AN OLD PIC OF HIM THOUGH.....
 THIS IS HOW HE LOOKS LIKE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SO FUCKIN SEXI....I CALL HIM MY SEXXI BRIAN.....OMG....HE'SSP...FUCKIN...SHIIT!!!!!! LOL...I JUST..DAMN...HE SO....IDK...BUT WHNEVER I SEE HIS PIC WHICH IS EVERYDAY CUZ ITS SET AS MY BACROUND I JUST...I AM LEFT BREATHLESS....HE'S MY SEXII AS HELL LUVER......OMG...!!! BRIAN YOU ARE SO SEXI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 HEHEH IWANT YOU SO BAD......DAMN U KNO I WANT IT MORE THN YOU.....YOU KNO I'LL DO ANYTHIN TO PLEASE YOU IN DA SHEETS ;)
I LOVE MY SEXII BRAIN
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| HI ppl....well....im happy to say im still with Brian!!!! no not the one from our school....lol....and wow hes amazing....damn i thought he was all like romance but ahahah nope!!!! he's down right dirty!!! lmao...hahah well...yea...anywho...i am gonna see him soon....i might be able to see him today!!! and he has actaully seen me before! So realyl thats so wffin awsome!!! hes so fuckin like....wow....i kow im a lame...but...wow...lol...hes so hott and sexi!!! lmao.....i think we are ready for the next step!
Mwah!!!
jesika |
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| im soooooooooo happpy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him sooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes the greates guy ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lvoe hij with all my heart.......i never thought i would love sum1 but i do!!!!!!!!!...........i wanna love him until my heart bleeds...........ok weir but i do |
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